Here I am

What am I doing here, whats the purpose?

Me
Me

What is this site you might ask?

It's a place where I've created to write down some thoughts, notes, and things that are on my mind. I'll try to make it coherent, and simple, but sometimes things might get confusing depending on the complexity of said topics I write about.

It's been some time since I've sat and wrote anything. A lot of things have happened since the last time I have 'blogged' and find myself as not as thoughtful as I once was.

I'm challenging myself to write more. To write thoughts and ideas out on a digital paper of sorts and I wish to do so that keeps it somewhat anonymous. Granted, I'm sure it's might be easy to figure out who I am, but maybe that's ok. This is my first attempt at trying to write something more that I normally do. There is often to much background noise, other people around, or just other tasks that need to be completed, or I simply get to lazy and don't want to stare at a keyboard anymore. I don't want to think anymore.

As mentioned, It's been a while since I've written consistently and I find myself standing on what often seems like shifting sand in this world trying to make sense of it all. I also find myself being more emotional about concerns, wants, or things I find wrong. I suspect social media and the sort has played considerably into that, and it's something I'm trying to work on. However, I'm afraid its become deeper in my heart and mind that I have realized.

It will take a healing act of God to accomplish this heart work I so desperately need.

So what's this all about, why am I here? I hope it becomes a place that I can be honest, clear, and a place where I can think through my own struggles and thoughts.

Perhaps I'll one day provide a way for feedback, but for now, I'm just posting things 'one way' in an attempt to get back into the habit of regularly writing.